"I Was Very Disturbed To The Point Of Not Wanting To Live Anymore" - TV Actor Talks About His Break Up

Shreemi Verma , 08 Oct 2016
Eijaz Khan and Natalie Di Luccio
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Eijaz Khan has always been one of the most popular faces in the television industry since a decade now, but his personal life went through a very bad phase. His long-time girlfriend Natalie Di Luccio broke-up with him, something he hasn’t been able to get over yet. In an exclusive interview to Bombay Times, he spoke at length about his career, his troubled childhood and how he lost the will to live when Natalie decided to part ways. Here’s what he said about the traumatizing break up –

We were two amazing people at different phases in our lives. The root cause of our relationship falling apart was my psyche. It started going downhill during ‘Laut Aao Trisha’. I played a dark character, who turns bitter after losing his wife and daughter. Somewhere, the lines blurred between real and reel and our relationship suffered. I had to undergo therapy for depression, and it made me realise that I was superimposing my childhood memories to play the part. I also realised that all my issues are deeply rooted in my childhood. I had unresolved issues with my parents after they parted ways. My aunts took turns to look after me. I never had a strong bond with my parents. I was always looking for someone to hold on to, some sort of an anchor. Coming back to Natalie, we remain cordial. I never loved anybody like I loved her — like a child, my equal, a friend, travel partner. I don’t think it was right for me to expect Natalie to give her precious time to our relationship. I would have also advised her to focus on her career if I were her family. I am the only person who knows the real Natalie. After she left, I was very disturbed to the point of not wanting to live anymore. I would lock myself up in my room for days on end. As actors, we are emotionally fragile. On top of that, we men are expected to be macho and strong, no matter how broken we are inside.

You can read the entire interview here.

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